But it's done. I found I failed my last test and then I broke down and cried and that maybe released some tension. So the next day I found my flow and I got it done.
I have a great kid. Sometimes I forget how great. I really want her to get it right and sometimes I'm harder on her than I should be, but she's such a great kid. I was reminded of that today as I watched her run through the sleet to get to her violin class on time. And I'm a great mom. I sat through a whole term of lessons with her, when she lost interest and inspiration (probably thanks to me scolding her for taking out her borrowed violin at school so she could play for her classmates - she was so proud and the other kids wanted her autograph! So sweet! ) So I was like her cheering squad and also making sure she behaved. But she found it again, and she's playing so well. I feel like I'm living my childhood dreams through her, but I'm hoping she'll also appreciate it when she's older.
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